Do you feel misplaced and unmotivated sometimes? I definitely have. I also get depressed sometimes, thinking about my debt and my loneliness. Sometimes going outside and walking, jogging, or riding my bike helps, but when I get back home it returns. Sometimes I sit at my computer and just let Youtube play. I forget to eat, but I get thirsty. Staring into nothing is parching work. I lay around and my brain often spirals down into dark places. Hopeless places.
I have a mantra though that I picked up recently:
No matter what, I will be okay.1
This has been a little too personal for me today, so I’ll just leave it at that. ∏